Me and my guy broke up tonight, I'm so hurt. We had a arguement 5 days ago and he had been distant all of this time. I sent him a voice mail crying explaining how sad and depressed I am with my life, - question #6219

I have no job, my mobility isn't that great and plus I'm missing talking to him. This is sad to say but he the only thing I had that made me happy and kept me uplifted.i been losing a lot for 3 years now since I've known him. He supported me through everything.my nephew was killed at the age of 27 July, 2022, I loss my childhood friend 1 week before him, I loss my new Gmc Arcadia 2023. I loss my job I worked at for 27 years last April 2023,I loss myfavorite cousin and my dad in 2024, I loss my sister in law August 2025 to cancer at the age of 48 and I was there to say good bye,that left me devastated I'm still mourning. I'm financially straped waiting on disability hearing hoping they don't deny me for the 3rd time. Now I loss the man I love that was my 1 true happiness.I'm lost and hurt I want to give up I have taken loss after loss after loss. He Said he still will call and check on me but it's not the same.i feel like he never really loved me if he could let me go that easy. Do you think maybe he had something going on within himself and turned it on me? Did he ever truly love me? I'm really hurt can not stop crying