Late last night and early this morning, I spent some time with Kyle. We sat outside and talked, and honestly, the conversation went in a way I didn’t expect. It felt better than I thought it would. - question #16451

It felt balanced, calm, and not heated or overstimulating like I thought it might be. There were still a few difficult points to get through, but overall, something about it felt different. Now I’m sitting here trying to understand what that conversation actually led to and what it could mean moving forward. I’m currently with Randy, and while I want to try to make things work, I also can’t ignore that I don’t feel as deeply connected as I want to — especially considering this is the second time Randy and I have tried having a relationship. At the same time, I don’t want to walk away from my relationship with Randy just to end up going nowhere with Kyle either. I’m posting both of their birthdays and pictures with this because I’m genuinely looking for guidance, insight, or clarity on what direction this situation is leading me toward. Can someone please help point me in the right direction? The one in the black hat is Randy and his birthday is July 31, 1989 and the one in the hoodie is Kyle.His birthday is January 6, 1994.