I wanna spend time with my man Gustavo when he's away from me I get in my feelings and everything,last night he was supposed to go and shower and after he was gonna contact me right now it's almost - question #16396

4pm and heard nothing from him and he told me he got another phone looks similar to the one I gave him im upset cause I did it so we can stay in contact with him when he get mad at me he break things which is childish and since I'ma have a hard time contacting him,I'ma start get insecure,etc… after all the things we had been through and still wanna manage enough to be around fake friends I try to keep going back to mandy house,she be trying to use me typo and I don't wanna be at our spot by myself and I told him, no excuses on why you don't wanna be at our spot,no one didn't care about what we go through,me and him been through a lot together, just like how he want me to be too quick to contact him cause he feels that I left him hanging when my phone had died and I had miss the last train so I told him to go back to our spot and now he don't have his bike.… I told him I'ma stop begging him for time and affection cause this is crazy,and also where he went to go shower at… He always wanna steady rely on people when we don't need tooo and then it makes hard for me to believe him cause he told me he goin to this place that let him shower but where is he sleeping at…