I feel like him losing Ryan because he's not wearing my peace ring anymore even though I'm still wearing the sand necklace that he made. I just miss him like crazy and I hope he does too? I really - question #9579

wish I could see him in person again. I need one of his lingering hugs where I didn't want too leave his embrace, let go and felt oh so safe in his arms. When he hugged me and let us just linger there for a minute my body just knew that we belonged together, that moment felt right. Did Ryan feel the same way that night too when we hugged??? Does he want to spend Christmas with me? Does he want me too spend Christmas with him? Does he long for my presence? He still wants me and craves me badly? How deeply and intensely is he in love with me? Will he eventually put my ring back on and wear it everyday again? Does he want too kiss me under the mistletoe? Does he want/crave me to kiss him underneath the mistletoe? Did he get me a Christmas gift? Does he plan on reaching out soon if so how? Will be through a phone call, message or text.… Does he want me by his side during Christmas? Does he want too be by my side during Christmas? How much does he think about me? He still wants to get physically intimate with me? Let his guard down and be emotionally intimate with me and let his walls down? I just want to wake up in his arms on Christmas morning listening to the beat of his heart.