Can someone help me understand what Kyle is actually trying to communicate in these messages? He says he’s numb, burnt out, and doesn’t have feelings—but then turns around and says he loves me and - question #13814

always will. I don’t understand how both of those things can exist at the same time, or what he really means by that. He also claims he has integrity and has never mistreated anyone, but his actions toward me don’t reflect that at all. So why would he say that when it clearly doesn’t match reality? Another thing that confuses me is when he talks about trying to make “us” happen in his thoughts instead of in real life—what is he even implying there? He keeps listing everything he’s done for other people throughout the day, like it’s supposed to explain something, but I don’t see how that connects to our situation. He also says he can predict people within an hour—how does that relate to anything between us? What really doesn’t make sense is that he says it doesn’t faze him when he doesn’t message me back, yet he still sends long messages like this, as if it suddenly does matter.And then he talks about being the “best man for a woman,” while also saying he has no feelings and can’t show up for anyone. That feels completely contradictory—what is he trying to communicate with that? Overall, I’m just trying to understand how someone can say “I love you and always will,” while also claiming to feel nothing and not be capable of showing up. What is that actually supposed to mean? For context, his birthday is January 6, 1994, in case that helps provide any insight.