Is there any hope of Jordan valderaz ever showing up at my front door like he keeps promising? Yesterday the same crow followed me everywhere I went, even perched on the block wall at the entrance of - question #13529

the gated community I live in. And saw sparrows doves and pigeons everywhere, after a fun afternoon of my mom dragging me through Wells Fargo and Albertsons, where she does nothing but complain and as we wait for the Uber, she just sits there nagging at me for bad stuff that happened in 2023. And why is Jordan silent since Thursday? He said he had to clear his bills so he can be free to fly home to me, something about waiting for verifications. I don't have the best history with relationships. I keep seeing videos on YouTube about age gap relationships and is that a sign too? Will Jordan really be here within a week? I wish that would happen because I have waited for four years. My life needs to get better and I need to be around someone who isn't toxic like my mother can be