Hi… I’m just reaching out because I’m trying to get a sense of what the near future might be holding for me. I’m feeling a little torn and curious about where life is guiding me right now. I’m - question #10589

currently with my boyfriend Randy. I know he loves me, and he’s someone I can depend on financially and in a lot of practical ways. I’ve prayed and cried for a sign to feel more deeply connected to him, because I truly have wanted that. But no matter how much I try, I can’t seem to find the emotional depth or connection I’ve been hoping for. I’m not giving up on anything or trying to force an outcome — I’m just being honest about what I feel. At the same time, someone from my past, Kyle, recently came back into my life. He’s going through a divorce now, and he was the person who supported me through my own divorce from my children’s dad years ago. We grew very close back then and did have an intimate connection, but it never became a full relationship at the time. Recently he’s opened up about his feelings and the pain he’s been carrying, and he’s never really expressed himself like this before.When I’m around Kyle, I feel a sense of peace. We could sit in a room together with nothing happening and I still feel calm, warm, and lifted. He listens to me and doesn’t judge me, and there’s just a natural understanding between us. Even though we’re not dating, we’ve always connected on a deep emotional level. That’s why his resurfacing now makes me feel like there’s something there or some kind of alignment, and I’m wondering what it means. I’m overall happy and trying to take life as it comes. I’ve been through a lot already, and things are going averagely well right now. I’m not trying to force anything or create drama — I just want clarity. Is Kyle back in my life for a reason? Is he planning something or is something meant to unfold between us? Or is he meant to be here in a different way? I just want to understand what’s going on and what I should be paying attention to right now. I’d really appreciate any insight or guidance you feel drawn to share. 🤍